Kevin Federline never desired to split up with Britney Spears, and takes a firm stand the singer proceeded without him knowing, to mastermind their separation. The onetime professional dancer who's 2 kids, Sean Preston and Jayden James, with the singer, retaliated later on after she claimed in a MTV documentary that it was his chose to break up. Only although Federline acknowledges he discovered married life hard after the deliver of their kids, he's adamant he desired to get it to work out, only Britney fought for a split up. He tells a celebrity magazine, "it is difficult enough to be in a marriage, and so deliver a child, then children, it alters everything. For me, I would become more interested with my kids. Not that I brushed off Britney, only my children are all of the time most crucial. "I imply, we were experiencing problems. I did not afford her an ultimatum, only I was attempting to work things out with her, and she did not even speak to me or anything and filed for a divorce. I was entirely devastated." Federline in addition to disclosed he was frightened he would never see his boys once more after the break up. The professional dancer nevertheless cherishes his onetime wife though and vividly recalls the ill-famed evening in January that concluded with Spears in a hospital subsequently due to an evident collapse. Federline states: "That whole thing is a blur. You would like to discuss among my most dispirited details of depression, that was in all likelihood among them. I was really concerned for her since I care about her."